Wednesday, December 23, 2009

a poem to mull over for a while...O_o

December 21, 2009
"Stimulus Nick"

'Twas the week before Christmas
and no one was hiring.
In fact a few Grinches
continued their firing.

Folks were lined up
at the Employment Commission
hoping their checks
didn't have an omission.

When out in the hall there arose such a clatter
We sprang from our cubicles to see what was the matter!
It was Stimulus Nick,
He had a list in his hand.
Checking to see if supply was meeting demand.

He shook his head.
and with a face filled with woe
He cried, "Where did all the Stimulus packages go?"
He looked all around
under each desk and cubby,
searching for any small signs of recovery.

Then laying a hand on his furrowed brow,
He wondered aloud, "What will the economy do now?"

He gave away everything he had in his bag.
Then headed out the door with shoulders that sagged.

On the threshold he spun and called them by name:
On Food Stamps; On Last Legs, On Repossessed and Mollified!
On Laid-off and Bankrupt; Unemployed and Overqualified!

But nobody budged.
Not one soul was listening.
Just stood there eyes wet and glistening.
"We'll stay by the phone Sir," they said to Old Nick.
"Hate to miss a chance at a job. They go by so quick."

Stimulus Nick shook his fist at the air.
"I'll fill all your orders! I really do care!"
But folks couldn't hear him.
They went back to applying.
Just one more try
to keep spirits flying.

Monday, November 23, 2009

i love you.

always remember that...okay? no matter what. unconditionally. <3

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

All i ask of you,
is believe...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

a few of my favorite quotes...

"It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone." — Rose Kennedy

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. Love never fails." 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

"The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called... Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success." - Unknown.

“I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It’s the universe’s way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It’s how life is.” — The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen

Thursday, October 29, 2009

i just miss you...

...that's all.

i dont like change. even though i know this type of change shouldnt affect me at all. but i miss spending time together and just goofing off. we still do that sometimes...but not as much b/c you're so busy. and that's understandable. i'm busy too. that's what's been bugging me all this time. i'll get over it, just give me a while.

im going to continue with karate. i love it at pius, as i always have, and i want my blackbelt now more than ever. seeing myself in the blackbelt line at the beginning of class...standing right by your side. i want to prove that i can make it to blackbelt and even beyond that. i know i can...but i still want to prove it. and i will. motivation is my drive, amongst other things.

i have my regrets...but that just pushes me to prove myself even faster. and once again, i will. and i'll get my degree in therapeutic recreation, and that day...i'll be so proud...knowing that in the back of mind ive reached a goal...only to move on to even bigger aspirations.

you've taught me so much already...and all of those things, i keep with me every day. i oft' find myself asking "what would she do?" if i encounter an issue. sometimes i dont listen, but i find myelf going back and saying i should have.

bottom line - yes, ive got a lot to learn...i'm only human lol, but i think i'm doing an ok job so far. much work still needs to be done, but my ultimate goal is not going to change b/c i always think of you [and someone else]. i'm always ready to jump to your side if you need something...as i do with a lot of people, but that's just who i am. even if it's just grabbing a target from across the room for the karate class, i'll do it. lol...

i know you've told me so many times that nothing's going to change...but to a degree, a lot of things already have. but one thing will never change...i'll always be here for you as a friend. im not "clingy", over-sensitive, over-attached, or anything like that...i just care. it's who ive always been, and will continue to be.

thus, i'm ending this post tonight saying that i never want to lose you [or anyone i care so much about]. granted...ive said that before...a lot...but i just needed it in print. now that i've said all that's on my mind, i'm going to get a good night's sleep after i finish my last bit of homework.

good night. :)

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

seriously? you guys suck.

no one's ever on this thing anymore!!! this is exhibit A why tumblr is more epic than blogspot. so...until you guys start posting things here again, i'll be on tumblr. :) <3

Monday, October 5, 2009

a day in the life of Superman.

yes, once again i'm perusing youtube when i shouldn't be and stumble upon something epic. apparently this episode of Whose Line is it Anyway never aired...but it's the "sound effects" skit with colin & ryan...and they're doing "a day in the life of superman..." ENJOY! :D

[click the hyperlink!!]

Saturday, October 3, 2009

been a while since i analyzed a quote...

...but this one needs not an analyzation. it's self explainatory...and i agree completely.

"It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone."
Rose Kennedy

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

"stalker"

lmao. i promise i'm not a stalker!! =P

so i walked up to miss o's brother @ his job in the mall, started circling him and naming off his siblings...I DIDNT THINK IT WAS CREEPER-ISH!!! haha...but, now that i think about it, i bet he was pretty freaked out. ah well...it was hilarious. :D [though, i may now be banned from brookstone.] hahaha!!

Monday, September 28, 2009

Grease!!!

i guess i'm overdue for an update...tho, not many people read this thing anymore. but for humoring myself, i reckon i'll post something. :)

1) school's been going quite well; still loving all my classes and what not. enjoying the fact that i get to see ppl i havent seen in a while and oh...lauren approves of Brett if anything just so happens to heat up. ;)
2) despite the fact my social life has somewhat decreased since the school year began, im satisfied with the way things are going right now. hanging out with helen on wednesday before i go see Grease live @ the scope :) i am sooo excited! [for both events lol] been chilling with lauren bunches due to school...we have ALMOST the same schedule, but not quite exactly the same time frames. i miss gaby, katie, etc...but glad to hear they're doing well en collegio :)
3) karate test for 1st gup [last degree of red belt before black] is on saturday..wish me luck!! lol
4) what else...im sure there's more, but im too tired to concentrate right now.

therefore, i'm going to go quench my thirst with a glass of water and head off to bed right after i re-print my english paper that i just finished editing. i'll try and keep this thing updated in what little spare time i have...G'night blogspot world :)

Saturday, September 19, 2009

ive noticed something...

you and i are very much alike. <3

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS O!!! =)

hope you had a lovely day :)
jettonne & i thoroughly had a wonderful time :)
*hugs & love*

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Saturday, September 12, 2009

copy/paste


am i the ONLY computer geek that thinks this is too cute!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

now i remember why i rarely blog during the active school semester...

I NEVER HAVE TIME!!!!

as a semi-short update...i'm officially a Darden College of Education student and i love all my classes this semester. yes, i'll probably be chastised for taking RTS, but i enjoy the class & it's required. i'm excited for october to get here, so we may take on further interaction. i've joined the Recreation and Tourism Studies Club and our first meeting is on Sept. 17th [thursday]. i'm completely stoked!! [we're also holding a picnic the week before on the 10th...rain or shine either on the lawn of the education building or inside. once again - STOKED! met up with a few old friends from pius as well as a few from last semester. [oh, and lauren - we're having lunch with my friend Erinn on friday...btw] ;) uhm...what else...my favorite class thus far, granted it's only three days into the semester, is literature. the first author we studied was Stephen King. [yay!!] and soon we'll begin good ol' Poe. :) public speaking is nice as well. our first speech was due this morning, and [yay!] i aced it. [we were graded on the spot.] computer science - haha...it's like a repeat of pius. THANK YOU MISS O!!! we pretty much just have to do random projects demonstrating that we know how to use the various programs in Microsoft Office. [publisher, word, excell, etc...] so, that class should also be an easy A. english - the first chapter of the text we were to read was more interesting than i thought. so i'm glad for that. i think that's pretty much it right now in the education department.

aside from that, i'll FINALLY be getting back to karate at pius tomorrow. wanted to get a bit settled prior to getting back in full swing of all my activities. [which all good students should do...haha] so, between school, karate, work, and the uber amounts of homework, y'all can expect posts on here periodically...like tonight when i've completed all my assignments and have a few minutes of relaxation.

for now, i'm off to slumber; giving my brain a much needed rest after a hard day's night. ;)

<3 kel

Monday, August 31, 2009

email from aunt nancy...EEP!!! =D

Hi Sweetie!
We now have tickets for Grease!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! September 30,2009 at 8:00, it’s a Wednesday. The section is orchestra, row O, seats 1, 2, and 3.
Love Your Mama Aunt Nancy



ps: first day of sophomore year = WONDERFUL!!! ;)

Sunday, August 30, 2009

EEEP!!!!!

RTS COURSE REQUIREMENTS:

1. Students will be required to actively participate in a weekly Therapeutic Recreation Clinic. Students will be assigned a child from the Norfolk Public School System's Special Education program. Students will program therapeutic recreation activities for the child during the TR clinic.
2. Students will develop a comprehensive therapeutic recreation activity plan for the child he/she has been assigned to during the TR clinic.
3. Students will conduct a community accessibility survey using the Americans with Disabilities Act (ADA) Accessibility Guidelines on a local leisure service agency.

An RTS shirt will be required to be purchased and WORN during the TR clinic.

Monday, August 24, 2009

now do you understand?

“Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.” — Robert Braul

Sunday, August 23, 2009

tonight at work...

...was pretty funny. the new manager up there [david] is pretty cool. he closed with steven and i tonight. steven's car died on the way to work today b/c his engine flooded when he went through a puddle and so i had to give him a ride home. his car is chillin in the parking lot now & we're both kinda worried about it staying over night in an empty parking lot. but it should be alright.

alright, well...i'm dead. haha i almost fell asleep at like 8 and then i found out i had to stay til close...but it was worth it. yesterday and today - AWESOME days. :)

g'nite world. :)

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Dear World,

I am the future. Strong, smart, bold. I can do anything! The only person I want to be is me. Doctor, lawyer, author, educator, scientist, mathematician. I can change the world. I believe in myself. I am one of a kind. One size does not fit all. Ban stereotypes. Listen up…I am going to make a difference. I will succeed. JUST WATCH ME…♥

so, yesterday morning was wonderful...

:) just sayin' :D

despite the fact i was semi-incoherant at the time of awakening, i'm very glad yesterday went well. :D

Thursday, August 20, 2009

must attempt slumber.

i'm like super mega tired. and my alarm is set for 6:45. i'll be up at pius most of the morning. :) WEARING MY NEW DRESS!!!! ;)

g'night internet world. :)

Carol Burnett is my hero. lol

a must watch vid. ;)

Carol Burnett on The Lucy Show.

EEP!!! an email i just got from kathy! =D

"Hello Kellie, I am following up on your request to volunteer for the MS Walk in September. We would love to have your help. Please go to www.fightms.com and fill out the volunteer form. Just click on volunteer, special events volunteers, then online walk MS volunteer form, submit survey. We will be in touch soon.
Thanks again, Kathy"

Monday, August 17, 2009

before aunt nancy gets here...

i figured i'd post something. i'm SO ready for school to start. despite the fact i'ma be a hella lot more busy, i'm ready to get the books rolling. i pick up the rest of my stuff from ODU tomorrow at 4. and then it's off to karate. ;)

my new HP Officejet Pro 8500 is absolutely wonderful. 3000 pgs printable per ink cartridge. it's got individual ink cartidges...like one for pink, blue, yellow, and black. it prints, copies, scans, and faxes. it's wonderful. and it has memory card slots for those of you that wish to print pix without using walgreens or somewhere else. it's lovely. ;) well worth the near $200 i spent for it. but i got a $50 discount for giving them my old printer that didnt work. yay for office depot!

Saturday, August 15, 2009

smurfs!!! =D


Once Upon A Win

Quote Analysis:

"The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called... Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success."

upon mulling this quote over, and searching vigorously online for the author, i've come to find it's more than the simple truth. on the journey through life, if we follow the guides that are given to us instead of speeding past in haste, you'll end up where you were supposed to be in the first place. successfulness is determination.

good night world. <3

well then...

glad to be back in the loop...however, i'm still a bit confused/scared/whatever ya wanna call it. lol :P i'm ready for tuesday to get here :D so i can bug you s'more at karate. ;)

Thursday, August 13, 2009

You reblogged blogsecret:

8543.) I wish you knew how much you mean to me. Sometimes I lay awake at night, wondering if you think about me as much as I think about you.
(via blogsecret)

miss o, please check your comments on your latest blog.

thanks :)

anyways...today was an all around wonderful day. except for the fact that gaby is leaving and i was almost brought to tears before departing...i enjoyed hanging out, per usual. karate was wonderful. a night i wont forget for a very long time. :)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

OMG!!!

so i'm watching mythbusters, and they're building that giant 7ft LEGO ball!! they're gonna roll it down a hill and see if it'll work to crush a car or something like that. i turned it on & screamed in total glee to see LEGOs on the screen with the guys from one of my favorite shows. ahh the wonderful-ness ;)

Sunday, August 9, 2009

lovely day ;)

Les Miserables.
[omg, the play was absolutely wonderful!]

Home Depot with Lauren...in high heels...lol.

Dinner with Lauren & Gaby @ Regino's.
[yet another epic meal thanks to Rowena]

Small detour to Food Lion to get something accomplished.

Sketching in my driveway afterwards. ;)

Friday, August 7, 2009

8070.) Sometimes, I facebook-creep on you.
(via blogsecret)

haha…gaby & lauren…>.<

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

lovely evening out :)

harry potter and the half-blood prince was absoutely amazing. tho nothing in comparison to the book...at least the last few chapters i skimmed thru to find dumbledor died. lol. but all & all a good movie. :) crystal, lauren & i sat in the theater for a good 10 mins waiting for the lights/movie to come back on b/c they went out due to the storm. which of course made my phone act wonky. thus, upon leaving the theater i discovered three missed calls and two texts. >.< but it was a good nite finished off with a spicy chicken sandwich at wendy's watching the gorgeously terrifying lighting light up the sky.

g'nite world. :)

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Monday, August 3, 2009

lol. lauren & i on AIM.

LOVEisFATE228 (11:28:39 PM): brownies...the chunky sweet darkness that sustains me ahhh

Lavien Brown (11:29:34 PM): Hahaaaa, I love you and your food poetry.

i really miss this show.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

omg...really??



that's steven's post he told me about when i got to work today lol...i felt special :) so, tomorrow he wants me to come in @ 7 with no make up on, in a baggy t-shirt and sweats doing my best to look like a guy b/c he wants to make roy jealous b/c he's stopping by. haha...omg, it's going to be wonderful!! XD

the rest of today was wonderful as well. ahh...life is grand!!! ;)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

cube


Check out my new cube!


Get my cube or Create your own




Check out my new collage!


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quote.

"distance makes the heart grow fonder..."

either my heart's grown pretty fond, or it's just broken in half because i miss someone.

this pic is wonderful.

Monday, July 27, 2009

it's been a while...QUOTE:

why do people measure life by the years, instead of by how good those years were?

think about it...

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Saturday, July 25, 2009

=)

this popped up in the "reccommended for you" section on my youtube account.
i was happy...lol :P

dane cook - car alarm. [old but mega funny]

gabriel iglcias XD omg.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

willow marie goes insane =P


well fail :(

i thought i had the whole video :( i think i deleted the other part :( [but this is round 2 from the karate thing from last week...]

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

training update.

yesterday's run was pretty good. i need to start timing myself.

today's workout was more intense though.

♥CASPER the friendly bean pole♥ - stairs, ladder from 15-1, basics, ladder again from 5-1, kicks, lunging kicks, everything together. OHHH the pain!! ='( lol 13 minutes ago
Mood: >_<

Comments:

L-Money 2 minutes ago
:(

crystal 10 minutes ago
Haha, all I could think of at that time was "F this shit"

Monday, July 20, 2009

pros/cons [potential epic fail] ((*LUCIAN*))

pros:
1) he's really sweet, hospitable, etc.
2) has a really good job, travels a lot, etc...
3) did i mention like his dad's ENTIRE side of the family went to Pius???
4) we have a lot in common.
5) he's into martial arts.
6) he has not said ONE deragatory thing to me whatsoever.
7) he knows i dislike the whole "drinking" concept, and respects it.
8) i told him about my mom, and he said he'd love to take me up there sometime to see her. [awww!!!]
9) he really likes the fact that i love school an am staying in college and what not.
10) he just bought a house.
11) he owns a shoe company.
12) he's been traveling ALL over the states due to business trips.
13) he wants me to meet his parents and his sister next monday night @ dinner.
14) we chilled at his house today for a while & just enjoyed being around each other.15) he's into fantasy books...like LOTR & such. [eeep!]
16) he set his myspace status about me. "L-Money had fun hanging out with someone this morning"

cons:
1) as of monday, he'll be 9 years older than me. yes, he'll be 27.

FML!!! i mean...i'm not saying age matters...but idk what i'd be getting myself into.

ya know??

dreading the doctor today.

ugh. =/
i dont wanna be incapacitated. >_<

i've got to stop "eating away my troubles" in early hours of the morning.

because through eating away my troubles tonight, i have just inadvertently eaten something that was processed on the same equipment as peanut products. and now i'm scared to go to sleep. ='( uuugggghhhh.

Friday, July 17, 2009

ps: i love elton john.

"candle in the wind"

an amazing song. <3

Jettonne!!! =D

From: ☼Jettonne☼
To: ♥CASPER the friendly bean pole♥
Date: Jul 17, 2009 12:26 PM
Subject: hey :)

I get so caught up in my work and my time goes by soooo fast! I MISS YOU!!! I think about you and Miss O' and Mr. Tanner Man all the time! It's been so very HOT HOT HOT! I need to get you your necklace. Or at least get you to come see it and see if you like it or not LOL. I could make you something else if you think you won't wear the ammonite often. I made one for Miss O' too. But every day I work and I'm better at what I do, so I could sell the ammonites and make you both something better LOL! Anyways, the two necklaces are strug up on a leather cord, not even sure if I like them anymore myself lol! We should go see a movie together sometime soon. I'm going to SC to see Kyle Aug 1st weekend with my daughter Jacqueline. She's driving because I need to fix my car before I travel with it again. It needs like 2,000 dollars worth of fixing, part of the reason why I have been working so very hard. And with that said, I must get back to work! Love you sweety pie! Hugggggs Jettonne PS: I'll text u soon, we should get together very soon!♥

a) i HAD to put this up here just because of the 3rd line. it's amazing. XD
b) awwww!!!!! =P <3
Haa...breakfast was pretty cool :P more later...lol. OH, and im going to karate on monday :D eeep...a wonderful day :)
*kel*

a few of these are funny.

insomnia has once again set in.
youtube is the cure.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

@ karate



ps: i HATE my voice on tape.

kung-fu panda goes to mermaid land. XD

y'all HAVE to meet mrs. suhay.
she's great too. lol

today was grand, yet i'm preoccupied worrying with other things...

1) mom has an abscess tooth. :'( so she'll be going in for [i'm sure] a painful surgery pretty soon. =/
2) suzette's mother in law was possibly murdered last night. ='( i cant stop crying over it. she was found at the bottom of their 8ft pool this morning @ 5am =/ and what's weird is that she was barefoot. she NEVER goes outside barefoot, let alone around the pool. ='(
3) im not entirely sure about what tomorrow morning will entale. for more information, please inquire. but i'm going to breakfast with someone. lol
4) i'm pretty worried about someone else. =/
5) i might be going to the doctor either tomorrow or the Urgent Care place on saturday when i'm off. *sigh* long story. but my eyes arent getting any better, and the whole "ear piercing" thing utterly failed. so i need to get both of those things resolved before further epic failure occurs. =/

anyways...i'll get my schedule for next week & post it up here or something. hopefully i'll be able to make it to a training in chesapeake as well as the norfolk ones. but if i cant make chesapeake due to my schedule...then i can always call out...*cough*cough* haha.

more later, must continue pondering now....and making mac n cheez. =P~
Omg...i am soooo feeling it this morning. I hope next weeks training is just as rewarding lol :D i like it. Makes me want to work harder next time :)
*casper*

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

and 1 more b/c i just cant stop laughing. XD

for the few that'll appreciate it. :)

who doesnt love chicago this much? / training tonight.

granted, the only part that really fits is chorus. [the whole "you're the inspiration" part.] andddd now every1 knows what i listened to on repeat for however many laps i did around the park today. i'm actually tired after karate. i must start going to the chesapeake meets more often i feel like i actually got a work out. though, i could have strived even harder...so i'm setting a new goal for every training session i attend. that goes for the norfolk studio as well.

anyways...enjoy the vid. :)

this is what miss o sent me. im happy nowww :D ps: you still never cease to amaze me. FWD:Hope u had fun! U always make me proud when u make an effort 4 karate
*mobile post via SMS*

WANT!!!!!


this is a picture of the coolest car in the world. you know you want it. i do.

do you TSO?


iTSO. lol [the things lauren & i find in walmart.] =P

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

a quote.

miss fine: what?
mr. sheffield: oh..well...it's just, before you walked into my life, i never had the need for an emergency transvestite.

ahaha!!! the nanny is amazing. XD

uh oh...

insomnia has set in.

>_< lol i'm ready for tomorrow. :D

today was all around lovely.

jus' sayin' :)

lauren FINALLY got me to cave tonight...

i got ANOTHER new wallet. XD

Monday, July 13, 2009

just FYI :)

i thoroughly enjoyed lunch today. :)

spontaneous get-togethers are always fun. :)
Im off for the days adventures with a smile on my face due to sum lovely texts :D yay for wednesdayyyy! Training with miss o! =D
*mobile post via SMS*

*yawn*

yes, it's nearly 11am, and i'm JUST waking up. haha =P

anywho...more office training today! i pretty much know what i am doing now, so they're just supervising me. I GOT MY KEYS YESTERDAYYY!!! i get to choose my over-ride numbers today & 99% chance they'll start with 444/******. :) so, i'm stoked. gotta use my lucky number tho. :) uhm...what else? chilling with lauren when i get off today. :) should be fun. going to janaf & perusing prices for theater stuff @ CHS. lol...long story, but we need a vacuum. :) 2moro should also be fun :D after work i'm heading over to helen's & we're going to chess night to meet up with tracy, mrs. suhay & a few others where we'll discuss my part in the HHCF, which i'm also stoked about. that ends @ 10 & from there, i'm headed to pick up gaby & we're going to see the midnight viewing of the new Harry Potter movie. :D possibly meeting up with some ppl. so, yay!! ;)

alright, i must close for now...for my stomach is growling & i must satisfy its anger. FEED ME! =P~

Sunday, July 12, 2009

thanks tracy...

i think you and 2 other ppl think a lot alike. and i need to start thinking like you guys. b/c i could SWEAR the msg i was reading was sent by sum1 else. lol.

"When one leaves its brain to wonder they most always find it in a place called deep thought. while this type of thought can some times be helpful, it can cause one to loose sight. there is nothing in this world that should take up the time it takes for deep thinking. one's brain usually has the answer in the first thirty seconds. so relax and find something fun to do in those extra moments that you just freed up. have a good night"

good night every1. :) <3 kel

woohoo!!

Using chess, music, and martial arts to promote unity, strategy, and non-violence. The HHCF

i'm STOKED for chess night on tuesday.
i'm going to further find out my part in the HHCF :D

"We recognize that chess, martial arts and hip-hop unify people from multiple cultural, religious and social backgrounds."

Thanks Mrs. Suhay!! see you tuesday @ 7 =D lol

Saturday, July 11, 2009

"enjoy you're soft pants!"

some customers never cease to amaze me about the things they say to me.
Soooo...ive been in a TSO sorta mood lately...when them tour dates comin out?! ;)
*mobile post via SMS*

funniest prank in history. XD

i spent most of my night with lauren & gaby watching silly vids like this.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

ah, antwerp. :)

i kinda wish...

this thing would let me know when i have comments!! :-P

but i just read both from ppl & i'm happy. lol

i can go to bed tonight smiling...
or this morning rather ;)

& 2moro [or later today] should be funnnnnnnn :D

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

it's kinda sad...every time i see legos, i think of y'all...

but i wouldnt have it any other way. =0) =P =D

legos. :)


LEGO Dart Vader.


LEGO Michael Jackson.



[indeed, these are amazing.] :)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

oh, and just so you know...

Miss O, YOU ARE BEAST WHEN YOU'RE HITTING A PUNCHING BAG!!!!!!!!!!!

like forrealllll....i was mega scared. lol

=)

timing's a little off...but i still cried like a baby when i saw this.

forever missed.

EVERYONE

[even steven] keeps telling me that age is only a number.

*sigh* it's because of this that i am currently unable to sleep.

uuuggghhh...FML!!!

maybe karate tuesday evening will make everything better....maybe...????? idk.

Monday, July 6, 2009

i should be getting ready to leave...

instead of sitting here blasting Michael Jackson music.

*sigh* i didnt sleep at ALL last night. my eyes are all puffy and red. idk what to do about a few things right now. [refer to my tumblr account.] i just kinda want to push the reset button on my life. lol...FAIL!!!
i got a text from Jettonne on saturday, so hopefully we're going to get together soon. :) <3
and hopefully tomorrow will be a good day. [i miss you...]

Sunday, July 5, 2009

fail.

uugghhh...FAIL. [long rant.]
idk…i’m still utterly confused about everything. but i’m pretty much not going to question anything anymore. just take each day as it comes. lucian hasnt said ANYTHING derogatory to me yet…and we’ve been talking on myspace and texting and everything. he asked me out to lunch today there’s no way i’m getting out of the house except for work. [driving went well this morning tho.] and i mean…i wouldnt go out with him anyway. he’s fuckin almost 10 years older than me. FAIL. my sister, dustan, patrick AND leah all think we should date. but noooo…WHY can’t he be just a BIT younger??? and not drink. i hate that. and y’all ALL know why i hate drinking. ugh…fail…FAIL FAIL FAILLLL. =/

i dont even know what to think about the other two things i’m confused about. =/ i guess just take that day by day too.

as for the one at work, steven says i can shoot for so much better. and he’s right. but *sigh* steven…why do you have to be gay?? haha…tho, i wouldnt have it any other way. <3 u brother. :)

but uggghhh…idk, im still exorbently distraught over everything. school needs to hurry up and start in the fall so i can have something remotely important to concentrate on. [and no, i havent forgotten about reading. i just think too much into other shit that i get pre-occupied with that and brush to the side the fact that i could be doing something worth-while....i FAIL.]

speaking of school…i need to get back up to ODU sometime this week. or next week. just have to renew my parking pass, find out what books i need for next semester and obtain them, as well as get all the proper supplies…but i guess that wont really happen until i have the classes syllabi.

i'm not getting a busch gardens pass this year. i'm doing the responsible thing and putting school before fun. im saving up for books as opposed to going to b/g like crystal and edric keep bugging me about. and i'm very proud of myself for saving my money...it'll pay off in the long run, and it makes me one more small step towards reaching my ultimate goal.

thursday thru wednesday of next week, i’ll be driving a different car. [which is also an antique, but the windows on the passenger side dont roll down, and it’s even MORE of a tank than the nova. so if i plan on going anywhere besides work and karate, i can expect to get complaints from whomever is in the passenger seat. haha.] FAIL! but it’s actually a nice car. [has a radio!] & i took it on the interstate today and felt more confident/comfortable in the new car than the nova. so i might actually be driving that more often since i like it.

annddd idk wtf i did, but i think i hit my nose or something, b/c it hurts really bad and my eyes are tearing up. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

fail...anyways, i dont have to be into work until 4:15…so i think ima take a nap before i jump in the shower.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

the real me. [this is why i luv Sunil.] :)

sunil4502580 (9:30:48 PM): Hey

LOVEisFATE228 (9:31:50 PM): heyy...ur not out??

sunil4502580 (9:31:58 PM): nope

LOVEisFATE228 (9:32:02 PM): same

sunil4502580 (9:32:07 PM): everyone wanted to get wasted

sunil4502580 (9:32:09 PM): no way

LOVEisFATE228 (9:32:13 PM): THANK YOU!!!

LOVEisFATE228 (9:32:27 PM): my sister's trying to get me to come over...fail. i dont do that shit

sunil4502580 (9:32:45 PM): yeah

sunil4502580 (9:32:52 PM): i was cleaning all day today too

sunil4502580 (9:32:56 PM): i was so into it

sunil4502580 (9:33:02 PM): at 6 my friend was talking about food

sunil4502580 (9:33:08 PM): I had forgotten to eat

sunil4502580 (9:33:16 PM): I was so pissed off

LOVEisFATE228 (9:34:56 PM): lol niiice. XD

LOVEisFATE228 (9:35:06 PM): i was working all day too

sunil4502580 (9:35:21 PM): You should've told me

sunil4502580 (9:35:32 PM): I would've stalked your Food Lion

LOVEisFATE228 (9:35:38 PM): lol dork

my facebook status. :)

Kellie - harbor fest was...INTERESTING ;)
11 hours ago · Comment · Like/Unlike

Erin at 1:26am July 4
I love my sister! BoomstickS tomorrow! Its all good about...you know :) im happy if it goes.... Oh! And p.s. If u dont come over tomorrow i will kidnap my own sister! I cant spell...oh well... lol


hahahah...she was sooo wasted when she posted that. XD i love my sister. XD she was talking about dustan & lucian in the comment tho. i get it...ya kinda hadta be there tho. XD

HARBOR FEST!!!

was fuckin awesome!! ;)

went up there & met up with my sister & a few friends. lol...omg DUSTAN! hahaha....way to be inconspicuous about lucian. omg...it was hilarious!! XD long story short, i got his number...thanks to a text from dustan saying "l-moneey numberr is *******" and then he looked at me & was like "they dont call me d-rock for nothin!" omg. ya kinda hadta be there, but i luvv my buddies ;) and like dustan stole my phone and was looking thru it to see if i'd saved the # and he was like "i've known this guy for a long time, he's a really good guy & wont screw u over like other guys...so if you like him, just go stand next to him & we'll leave y'all alone." haha...so of course, he was standing next to my sister & i wedged my way in between them...ANNNDDDD i got my hugs before i left. :D [too bad he's like almost 10 years older than me.........]

okay...bed now. :)

Friday, July 3, 2009

Nammie, it's been two years since you passed away today. I miss you. I love you. I treasure the memories I have of you. Goodnight & God Bless, Nammie. <3

okay, bed forreal now.

1) 天灰灰的
2) 不能说的秘密
3) 周杰伦

Thursday, July 2, 2009

i'll admit...i regret it a little...

*sighs loudly*

anyways...
1) i'm still very worried about mom...and ... yeah.
2) molly's doing a little bit better, still in the hospital though.
3) i'm ready for tomorrow. party @ harbor fest ;) [helen, crystal, heather & michael...and whoever else wants to meet us there.]
4) SOOOO ready to party with my sister. lol :D gaby and i have debauchery calling us that nite. ;) we're probably going to just chill at my sister's place. i'ma introduce her to dustan & lucian and every1. should be fun...cookout! ;) [lucian's the one constantly commenting me on myspace.]
5) i'm really tired. i think ima fall asleep listening to some M.J. =)
6) office work is awesome!
7) g'nite.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

=)

Going for a late nite drive with helen. Trying to get my mind offa stuff...mainly mommie...
*kel*

so...a lot has happened over the weekend...

uhmm...uhmmm...uhmmmm.....




her name's mariah. ;)

Monday, June 29, 2009

mid-july needs to hurry up, please.

ahhhhhhh!!!! ;D
jus' sayin ;)

Tribute to MJ

"Better on the other side, tribute to MJ" by the game, usher, boys 2 men, and chris brown ir my new NEW fav song now...youtube it. <3
*kel*

Sunday, June 28, 2009

i was talking with the man in the mirror...

Man in the Mirror by Michael Jackson is like my favorite song right now :)

anyways, between the hilarious comments from lucian on myspace & the interesting texts from mariah...i think i'm ready for the night's slumber. i gotta get decent sleep before my dr appt in the morning that i am dreading. =(

gnite all :)

i'm ready for monday.

We all know those cute little computer symbols called 'emoticons,' where:

:) means a smile and

:( is a frown.

Sometimes these are represented by

:-)

:-(

Well, how about some 'ASSICONS?'
Here goes:


(_!_) a regular ass


(__!__) a fat ass


(!) a tight ass


(_*_) an ass hole


{_!_} a swishy ass


(_o_) an ass that's been around


(_x_) kiss my ass


(_X_) leave my ass alone


(_zzz_) a tired ass


(_E=mc2_) a smart ass


(_$_) Money coming out of his ass


(_?_) Dumb Ass

Saturday, June 27, 2009

@ work

Sigh...funeral went well i guess....oh & Eric Brooks apparently had a lot written in Suffolk's paper on how he left a legacy. :( too many deaths lately; it's disheartening...And Michael Jackson too! :( i've been blasting the thriller 25 anniversary edition for the past 2 days. <3 it's all we've been playing @ work too. lol. *sigh*

Friday, June 26, 2009

i'm spending my evening catching up on reading.

off on sunday :D and off on monday. so i'm going to karate. :) wednesday is back to office training tho. :)

ps: my knee is still KILLING me. :( i've got a bruise the size of my phone on the side of my knee, and i walk with a slight limp. not fun. =/ ah well. not as bad as it could be.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

had a long day.

might not be at karate tomorrow night.
viewing to attend. :(

dee left for the air force academy, so a bunch of us were at the airport at 7 this morning to see her off...all in tears.
then got a call from aunt nancy saying Smitty passed away yesterday. =( he was like my grandpa kinda...always so nice to me when i'd attend the lions club meetings. uuugh. he was such a nice guy.
update on molly - she's slowly digressing. they're attempting to get everything out of her old house and sell it. tanya may have to move to accomodate her mother's necessities, and idk how she's doing it all with two kids as well. she's a powerhouse.
update on dustan - he got back from charlottesville on monday & his first true session of chemotherapy was successful, but he's still very tired. it's a shame...only 27. :(

*sigh...* last couple of days have been pretty rough.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Ugghhh...its like 2:15 and i cant sleep. Thinking too much. Priorities, future prospects, things steven & tyree said tonight...hopefully 2moro will b btr.
*kel*

Monday, June 22, 2009

i love this...

2 random facts...

1) it's also very amazing how one's hair can ONLY look a certain way once she's JUST gotten out of the hair salon. lol.
2) it's also amazing how fast i can go back to sleep once texts have ended lol.

i've gotta work 2-11pm today...and i think i can afford a few more hours sleep if nothing interesting is going on in the world. right? right.

though, by going back to bed...i'm wasting prime opportunity to run, read, prepare myself for tomorrow's vetures...etc. gahhhddd...now i'ma probably stay awake due to the guilt...thanks conscience. >_<

Beware the pitfalls of private education


[copied straight from her facebook. an amazing article.]

by Lisa Suhay

THIS YEAR I learned about private education from the perspective of an unlicensed teacher in a private school that is unaccredited. While teaching turned out to be the most fulfilling experience of my life, I am giving it up because I can’t, in good conscience, be part of a system that is unregulated to the point where it can seriously damage students, families and our city.

I now know that parents who pay for a learning environment run the risk of running out of cash for tuition and then finding their child can’t return to public school at the proper grade level if the private school did not follow state curriculum standards. Some unaccredited private schools here, according to the Richmond-based Virginia Council for Private Education, are capable of graduating seniors with less than a 6th grade reading level, unable to scrape the bare minimum on SOL, PSAT, SAT or ACT tests.

“Unless they teach the violent overthrow of the government,” Council President George McVey told me, “there’s really not much they can do wrong that would get them shut down here.”

Our city and state have no control over unaccredited private schools. They are businesses, and there is no governing educational body minding these stores. It’s time for the city of Norfolk to take an interest in one of the most important factors buyers consider when looking for a new home: the quality of education. We need to set standards and time limits on how long, after opening its doors, a school is allowed to operate without accreditation.

Not everyone sending a child to private school is wealthy. Sometimes a private school is a last resort for students who fled public school violence or failed in public schools and vouchers were not provided for an alternative. Blue-collar families often have little choice but to buy the most “affordable” private education available. Let the buyer beware; get curriculum standards and accreditation status in writing.

Also, know what can happen if you run out of money. Your child pays with his/her dignity and self-esteem, used as leverage to get parents to pay their debts to the school. That happens in accredited private schools, too.

At the high school where I taught this year, administrators decided the most effective way to squeeze unpaid tuition from parents of graduating seniors was to withhold their report cards, diplomas, participation in graduation, and transcripts necessary for acceptance to college. Four boys, including two who lost their mother to breast cancer Jan. 5, sat in the back of the auditorium, names stricken from the graduation program when their parents failed to meet the payment deadline. That was the last week of May, and every day these four, their parents, grandparents, caregivers and I talk or email, trying to salvage their spirits and futures. Thanks to programs like Opportunity Inc. and Career Start, we are making progress. But it is a long distance out of the way to come back a short distance correctly.

Nobody can blame private schools for wanting payment. Making payroll isn’t easy, but making terrible errors in judgment that create long-term educational and social scars in students is a snap.

In September I was hired to teach in this private high school, never having taught before, and with no teaching degree. I was greeted by a majority of seniors who had given up on themselves and chosen to marinate in bitterness, anger and rebellion largely because of the school’s practices. Yet the students are blamed and called “unmotivated” or “losers.”

Keeping a report card from a student is a thoroughly damaging educational practice. The result is students who learn not to care about grades because caring is too painful and embarrassing. While their classmates bond over successes and failures, children of debtors shield themselves from humiliation and pain by learning not to care.

Someday, when they and their parents pay in full, each of my four students will get an envelope in the mail with a diploma. The moment that was taken will not come again. Colleges will not take them. Even the military rejected one boy for lack of a diploma in hand. Today these four, whose parents paid and paid for years, who dreamed of being a radiologist, a photographer, a businessman and a professional coach, are washing dishes, taking out trash in restaurants, or are unemployed.

While I encourage responsibility for our own financial circumstances, taking a pound of flesh from somebody’s child this way makes our city pay for years in social services, counseling, police and assistance money. Time to count the cost of unregulated private education.

Guest columnist Lisa Suhay is a children’s book author and the mother of four boys. Write to her at lsuhays2@cox.net
Its amazing how FAST i wake up wen sum1 important texts me. :)
*kel*

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Pitfalls in Private Schooling [by Lisa Suhay]

an absolute must read in today's paper. the hampton road section of the va pilot. even if you dont get the paper, still try and obtain a copy of this editorial. it is the absolute complete truth about ryan academy. this poorly structured, unaccredited school needs a lot of work before i'll EVER support anything about it.

mrs. suhay, i agree with you 110%.
she posts most of her articles on her blogspot, hopefully this one will be up soon.


anyways, for now - i must slumber. long day ahead of me tomorrow...I START OFFICE TRAINING!! :D

Thursday, June 18, 2009

So...im still worried about michelle, upset about uncle eric passing away, and i cant sleep. :( so ive resorted to posting here from my phone...uggghhh..*kel*

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

i cant sleep.

=(

but i'm proud to announce i've moved up to office work. :D lol

i spent my evening attempting two new pain killers, and unfortunately i still feel like i'm going to kiel over. *sigh* i hate it. :( oh well. but despite the fact i KNOW i'm going to feel bad tomorrow, i'll still be at karate since i didnt make it tonight. and yes, i could've made it on time had my idiotic fear of the interstate not kicked in at last minute. :( i hate that i get cold feet everytime i hear someone mention the thought of me driving long distances on the interstate. it's not the car, it's the fact that i hate merging and am one of the paranoid drivers who will tap their brakes every five minutes & keeps thinking i'll wreck. :( i just need to get over my fear before i venture out...alas, the only way to get over the fear is to face it continuously. and since i've gotten my work schedule to cooperate, since i have power over there now, i will hopefully conquer that fear in the near future and thusly set my priorities straight. if i want that blackbelt, i need to buckle down. i need a LOT of practice, and i cant do most of it on my own. one-steps, three-steps, etc...endurance still has a way to go as well. uuugh. ive got a LOT of work to do this summer.

and now that i've successfully made my headache worse, i'm going to attempt [once again] to fall asleep. highly doubtful that i will...but i can at least stop staring at a computer screen. i just hope no one is mad at me for not attendning training tonight. i'll get over my fear of the interstate. i promise i will...and i'll prove it.

*sigh...* damn headache...amongst other things.
gnite world.
*kel*

Thursday, June 11, 2009

today :)

alas, Sabato isnt finished yet due to the ridiculously slow computers in 7a/b & 8a. however 8b is done and bagged. [still think the signs "do not unbag me" would've been well worth making lol.] =P but all & all, was still a fun day @ pius. [per usual.] :)

then of course it was off to Angel's graduation at the ted. also lots of fun. :) she looked so happy! =D gorgeous dress too!! we all went to golden corral and back to their house afterward. it was a really fun night indeed. :)

okay, ive gotta get some sleep now. it's somewhat early for me, but i'm extremely tired. =O *yawn* gnite all. :)
8B is done! :D
*kel*

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

=) UP!

1) so all & all, today was awesome. & i'm definitely ready for tomorrow.
early morning jog was definitely worth it...despite the fact i died after the first mile. *sigh* but was definitely fun :)
2) pius - fixing/updating computers and what not was - SQUIRREL! - soooo worth it as well =P we watched Up inbetween checking comps for updates and fixing the internet on them and such. :)
3) work tonight however...was a FAIL beyond a FAIL!! lol
me: *after just returning from break* uhm...steven check ur phone. i need to talk to youuuu...
him: uh..kay...wait...does it have anything to do with what i just caught sight of in the breakroom??
me: yeahhhhh....
him: was reggie right?
me: indeed. i just got asked to a wedding........
*him & i burst out laughing! =P*
and i told elizabeth and she's like NOOOOOOOOOO!! lol
but yet...i still dunno what to do about it. i mean, i dont want to disappoint the guy, howeverrrr...i'm [surprisingly] content with where i am in my life right now. *sigh* ah well. -_- i'll see what reggie has to say about it. he'll just be weak as hell first off. XD 'cuz i was XD

gnite all. :)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

hmmm

it's been a few days...guess i could update this thing again :)

uhm...well, i got promoted tonight at karate :D yay! and yes, karate was fun - per usual. i soooo stole a new work out for thursday's class. a good % of the instructors wont be there thursday, so that's prime opportunity for me to try something new while warming up the class. [and i think i might add some stuff from the P90X dvd my sister got me...lol, should be interesting.] lauren's graduation was last night. mucho fun. stayed at her house til like midnight watching Sister Act and then had to call it a night...of course, we went shopping today with gaby, so it all balanced out. :) uhm...also yesterday, i met a really nice woman in helen's neighborhood...shiela. she's got a wonderful personality...two great kids...and such a positive outlook on life. she also has MS. she lives normally, just with the help of nursing aids @ her home...has a motorized wheelchair, like my mom used to have - the EXACT same one, which i found a little strange...a sign perhaps? lol - but my mom got hers taken away...she ran over too many people's toes. ;) lol...just like mommie...XD ha...but shiela's so nice...another person who i admire for not letting it take over their life. each and every 1 of you have a place in my heart...that i'll constantly look up to as i progress thru college towards MS research. but anyways, her daughter and i both love tinkerbell. lol XD she told me a lot of stuff about MS that i didnt know. little factoids and what not that she's experienced or the doctors have told her thru her trials & tribulations with MS. unfortunately, she was also diagnosed with cancer...so not all of the facts may relate strictly to MS, but still worth keeping in mind. oh! and mom called yesterday. :) it was one of her good days, and the nurses talked to nancy & grady saying she's been doing real well this past week...as opposed to a few weeks ago when she seemed to digress. but all good days are welcomed now. hopefully they'll be occurring more frequently..??

okay, enough with that. for now, i must retire...gotta be up early for a 6:30am jog with sum1...where we're going for this run, i havent a clue. but it should be fun. it's in preparation for the CHKD 8k race on saturday, which i have a feeling i am sooo not prepared for. =/ but i'll make it thru. :D

gnite ppl. :)
[same blog on tumblr account. lol] :)

Saturday, June 6, 2009

talking to jayyyyy lol

1) i walked away with two 1st place trophies from tournament today. lol
2) i'm soooo ready for tomorrow. :) [and the rest of the week.] :D

Friday, June 5, 2009

sooooo...

my work schedule is being quite lovely this coming week. i swapped a few days with some ppl, and talked to diana, and here's what all is going on next week:

- lauren's house on sunday. COOKOUTTTT!!!! [then work in the evening 4-10.]
- devyn's surprise party on monday morning/afternoon.
- lauren & katie's grad on monday evening.
- karate tuesday.
- work part of wednesday. [2:30-9
- karate thursday.
- work friday...for like a gazillion hours. [1:30-10]
- CHKD 8k saturday in the morning with crystal and then work. [1;30-8:45]

worked out pretty nicely :)

and i talked to diana, and she said i can be part of the monday wendesday morning crew no problem over the summer, so most likely i'll be back to the chesapeake studio within the next couple of weeks.

ahh...life is good. :)

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

oops, forgot today's quote.

"distance makes the heart grow fonder."

indeed it does.

thunderrrrr =D

i'm going to bed. my internet clearly hates facebook chat; and it's beginning to thunderstorm...ah, my favorite. :) im going to go listen to the pitter-patter of the raindrops on my window awning and fall asleep to the crackle of thunder. :)

i just hope it stops by tomorrow morning. >.< lol which it wont, b/c it's supposed to rain thru friday night. =(

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

lol

today was awesome.

from start to finish. :)

i'm still all smiles. lol =P

granted, waking up to be at pius this morning was the EARLIEST i'd been up all "summer"...it was well worth it. :) today was great.

quote of the day is from miss o's cousin..? [i think it's her cousin. lol]
"stay outta trouble!"
"me?!"
"yeah"

lol...weak! =P

haha...and the blackbelt training 2nite. XD ahaha...i hate being ticklish. XD
of course...leave it to mr. larry to let every1 know that. lol...=P

okay, i'm going to try to get some sleep.
gnite all. :)

Saturday, May 30, 2009

im sorry i post so many pictures...


but most of them are well worth it.
the guy that did this was a genius! :)

romeo & juliet

i want this lamp



and i think i WIN for posting the most blogs every day :)

lol

today's quote...

i happened to stumble upon today's quote from reading something on Tumblr. now i'm quite intrigued. i want to pick up this book at the library.

“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.”
— Louise Erdrich (The Painted Drum: A Novel)

mixed feelings about the day...

graduation at pius was good.
found out kelly culbertson is in the hospital =(
and her mom left in tears; i'm not sure of the details, but i'm really concerned...
also found out today that one of my friends that i met this year, dustan, was diagnosed with cancer last week. he begins his chemo treatments on monday. and he's only 29. =( that's got to be terrible to hear. i couldnt imagine hearing those words. ='( im so sorry dustan.....=/

ughhh...but other than that...i guess the day was alright, just a bit crappy in between.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Tanya's Mom...

just got diagnosed with PSP. =(

Progressive supranuclear palsy (PSP) is a neurodegenerative brain disease that has no known cause, treatment or cure. They affect nerve cells that control walking, balance, mobility, vision, speech, and swallowing. Five to six people per 100,000 will develop PSP. Symptoms begin, on average, when an individual is in the early 60's, but may start as early as in the 40's. PSP is slightly more common in men than women, but PSP has no known geographical, occuptional or racial preference.

all these "uncurable" things...suck =(

so much for sleep.

idk y, but i've really been into thinking about certain quotes lately.

these are a few on the top of my list...

1.) Kind words can be short and easy to speak, but their echoes are truly endless.- Mother Teresa
2.) Even if you’re on the right track, you’ll get run over if you just sit there.- Author Unknown
3.) The world hates change, yet it is the only thing that has brought us progress.- Charles Kettering
4.) By preserverace, the snail reached the ark.- Charles Spurgeon
5.) The best place to succeed is where u are with what you’ve got.- Charles M. Schwab

too many charles’…but pretty good quotes.] :)

okay so...

this quote is supposed to be funny, but i disagree. lol

“I’m sick of following my dreams. I’m just going to ask them where they’re goin’, and hook up with them later.”
— Mitch Hedberg

i like following my dreams. not only is it an interesting journy, but the elements of surprise along the way make it all even more worth-while. :) hardships you'll cross, mountains you'll climb over, but it's all worth the ride. :)

yayyyy =D

idk, i'm just in a really good mood right now. :)
karate [both, as well as wendy's] was / were awesome.
a lovely routine that will hopefully [somehow] continue thru the summer. :) lol
but, i actually felt like i got a worth-while work out tonight.
less distractions, more time to concentrate.
i utilized my environment to help me improve on my techniques.
[mr. larry witnessed...i set up two chairs to improve the height of my kicks.]
an ideal environment w/ wonderful ppl.
and fun day should be cool tooooooo. :)

gnite ppl, i gotta be up early 2moro. might go by pius & help the library ppl clean up.
then have to be at helen's in the afternoon.
aaaand DEVYN'S GRADUATION IS TOMORROW NIGHT!! =D

but anyhow, i'm going to bed now. :) gniteeeee =D

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

quote.

“The world is not respectable; it is mortal, tormented, confused, deluded forever; but it is shot through with beauty, with love, with glints of courage and laughter; and in these, the spirit blooms timidly, and struggles to the light amid the thorns.”
— George Santayana

images to ponder...

Took this pic @ Food Lion - Wonderbread...ha...ahaha... =P

=(


A very interesting contraption...piano...and...???

Small parking fail.

Idk...it just seems cool. =P

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

sometimes, i wish i was born in this era...

just so i could dress like them & live life in a completely different time.
i wish i knew what it was life first-hand.
i envy my mom for living during this time. lol

ABBA - "S.O.S."

it's not entirely correct, but it's still funny...

Ich Bin Dein Gummibär

blergh...

so, i've come to the conclusion that tumblr is a bit more epic than blogspot.
however, i'm still guna keep this page b/c i enjoy following 2 particular blogs. :)

Monday, May 25, 2009

fear vs. curiosity

truth. b/c if this wasn't a frequent occurrence, many discoveries of today wouldn't exist.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

today's quote...

“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
— Maya Angelou

99% of the secrets on Blogsecret...

are from me. yet, i only choose to reblog some of them...?

what colour is your heart?


from a facebook quiz.
thought it was cute :)

Saturday, May 23, 2009

todayyy...

...was priceless!!

hahah...im never going to forget that whole "and i think she wants your number..." thing...the napkin & everything...uhm...OMG MISS O!!! geez!! lol, though it was incredibly hilarious & cute, gahhh...ha, i was definitely blushing. devin escalante. ha...wowwww. XD =P >.<

haha...luv ya :)


but yes, gaby's graduation was lovely. the ruby tuesday's trip afterward made the day ever so much better, and the afterparty @ gaby's was fun too. lauren & i went back to her house & chilled for a bit, took the dog she's babysitting for a walk, and now i'm back here. *yawn* i guess ima hit the hay. but gahh...today was awesome! XD

Friday, May 22, 2009

& ive got a headache :(
*kel*
Stupid screen on my phone is 2 small...i cant believe im still up...i need 2 stop thinking & go 2 sleep, but i cant shut my eyes...ugghhhh
*kel*

still awake...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2KoSiF4Naw
[whose line is it anyway bloopers...]

whyyyyyy am i still up?

b/c i cant sleep.

and i'm thinking too much.

about everything.

so i'm eating.

pasta, cookies, pretty much anything i can get my hands on. >.<

Thursday, May 21, 2009

i'm so utterly confused.... -_-

i want to go, but i dont want to intrude. but it'd be so awesome to watch...even the trip there would be awesome. it'd be like part of a dream come true...

b/c this afternoon was awesome in itself. lol =P per usual. XD

but...i mean...if the intruding part is the part i'm so worried about [well, not "worried" about...but uuugh...], then i guess the money i'd spend on the trip could be saved for the following semester's books...considering i've got the first semester covered already.

*sigh*

[same blog is on my tumblr. no reason to check there too...]

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

i shouldnt read so much.

more stuff to worry about. ughh...
but this time, i'm not going to let it get the better of me.
i shouldnt worry.......much.... >.<

and im thankful to my food lion family that consoled me when i broke down crying today @ work. i love you guys... :)

mom,

it just broke my heart last night to hear about when you called aunt nancy on the phone frantic and asked where Pookey was. =’( im sorry she had to tell you that he passed away when i was in kindergarten. =/ i’m sorry you cried. i'm sorry you cant' remember so much, despite the fact i know you want to...you've told me you hate it. =/ i know he was your favorite cat.
i miss you mom... =’(

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

quote analysis x2

"You got a lot going for you if you don't let yourself get in the way."

i need to be more open minded, a bit more positive, and look into the opportunities at hand before letting them fly away in the wind. i need to stop stressing out so much and deal with any problem at hand logically. i need to stop being so sensitive...& as of late, i feel as tho i'm getting better at that concept...i finally have a backbone. lol. but did i miss anything? i gathered all the above.

[thanks for the advice...you know who you are.]


"I rarely have anyone jump to my aid as you always do."

as for this quote, just call me thumper. ;)
[wait...that is the rabbit, right? in bambi? ive never seen the movie...but rabbits jump, right? no they hop...no, same thing...right?!?!] >.<


alrite, im tired...must sleep. gots stuff 2 do 2moro. :)

Sunday, May 17, 2009

celebrity swine flu fatality


and we all know who gave it to him...

ok last 1, 4 2nite, i promise


okay, i KNOW this is morbid...but i've been hanging around 2 certain ppl for so long that i actually LAUGHED the first time i saw this...i love you guys. XD

1 more :)


[the things i find on my bumper sticker application, lol...AWWW!!]