Tuesday, July 28, 2009

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quote.

"distance makes the heart grow fonder..."

either my heart's grown pretty fond, or it's just broken in half because i miss someone.

this pic is wonderful.

Monday, July 27, 2009

it's been a while...QUOTE:

why do people measure life by the years, instead of by how good those years were?

think about it...

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Saturday, July 25, 2009

=)

this popped up in the "reccommended for you" section on my youtube account.
i was happy...lol :P

dane cook - car alarm. [old but mega funny]

gabriel iglcias XD omg.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

willow marie goes insane =P


well fail :(

i thought i had the whole video :( i think i deleted the other part :( [but this is round 2 from the karate thing from last week...]

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

training update.

yesterday's run was pretty good. i need to start timing myself.

today's workout was more intense though.

♥CASPER the friendly bean pole♥ - stairs, ladder from 15-1, basics, ladder again from 5-1, kicks, lunging kicks, everything together. OHHH the pain!! ='( lol 13 minutes ago
Mood: >_<

Comments:

L-Money 2 minutes ago
:(

crystal 10 minutes ago
Haha, all I could think of at that time was "F this shit"

Monday, July 20, 2009

pros/cons [potential epic fail] ((*LUCIAN*))

pros:
1) he's really sweet, hospitable, etc.
2) has a really good job, travels a lot, etc...
3) did i mention like his dad's ENTIRE side of the family went to Pius???
4) we have a lot in common.
5) he's into martial arts.
6) he has not said ONE deragatory thing to me whatsoever.
7) he knows i dislike the whole "drinking" concept, and respects it.
8) i told him about my mom, and he said he'd love to take me up there sometime to see her. [awww!!!]
9) he really likes the fact that i love school an am staying in college and what not.
10) he just bought a house.
11) he owns a shoe company.
12) he's been traveling ALL over the states due to business trips.
13) he wants me to meet his parents and his sister next monday night @ dinner.
14) we chilled at his house today for a while & just enjoyed being around each other.15) he's into fantasy books...like LOTR & such. [eeep!]
16) he set his myspace status about me. "L-Money had fun hanging out with someone this morning"

cons:
1) as of monday, he'll be 9 years older than me. yes, he'll be 27.

FML!!! i mean...i'm not saying age matters...but idk what i'd be getting myself into.

ya know??

dreading the doctor today.

ugh. =/
i dont wanna be incapacitated. >_<

i've got to stop "eating away my troubles" in early hours of the morning.

because through eating away my troubles tonight, i have just inadvertently eaten something that was processed on the same equipment as peanut products. and now i'm scared to go to sleep. ='( uuugggghhhh.

Friday, July 17, 2009

ps: i love elton john.

"candle in the wind"

an amazing song. <3

Jettonne!!! =D

From: ☼Jettonne☼
To: ♥CASPER the friendly bean pole♥
Date: Jul 17, 2009 12:26 PM
Subject: hey :)

I get so caught up in my work and my time goes by soooo fast! I MISS YOU!!! I think about you and Miss O' and Mr. Tanner Man all the time! It's been so very HOT HOT HOT! I need to get you your necklace. Or at least get you to come see it and see if you like it or not LOL. I could make you something else if you think you won't wear the ammonite often. I made one for Miss O' too. But every day I work and I'm better at what I do, so I could sell the ammonites and make you both something better LOL! Anyways, the two necklaces are strug up on a leather cord, not even sure if I like them anymore myself lol! We should go see a movie together sometime soon. I'm going to SC to see Kyle Aug 1st weekend with my daughter Jacqueline. She's driving because I need to fix my car before I travel with it again. It needs like 2,000 dollars worth of fixing, part of the reason why I have been working so very hard. And with that said, I must get back to work! Love you sweety pie! Hugggggs Jettonne PS: I'll text u soon, we should get together very soon!♥

a) i HAD to put this up here just because of the 3rd line. it's amazing. XD
b) awwww!!!!! =P <3
Haa...breakfast was pretty cool :P more later...lol. OH, and im going to karate on monday :D eeep...a wonderful day :)
*kel*

a few of these are funny.

insomnia has once again set in.
youtube is the cure.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

@ karate



ps: i HATE my voice on tape.

kung-fu panda goes to mermaid land. XD

y'all HAVE to meet mrs. suhay.
she's great too. lol

today was grand, yet i'm preoccupied worrying with other things...

1) mom has an abscess tooth. :'( so she'll be going in for [i'm sure] a painful surgery pretty soon. =/
2) suzette's mother in law was possibly murdered last night. ='( i cant stop crying over it. she was found at the bottom of their 8ft pool this morning @ 5am =/ and what's weird is that she was barefoot. she NEVER goes outside barefoot, let alone around the pool. ='(
3) im not entirely sure about what tomorrow morning will entale. for more information, please inquire. but i'm going to breakfast with someone. lol
4) i'm pretty worried about someone else. =/
5) i might be going to the doctor either tomorrow or the Urgent Care place on saturday when i'm off. *sigh* long story. but my eyes arent getting any better, and the whole "ear piercing" thing utterly failed. so i need to get both of those things resolved before further epic failure occurs. =/

anyways...i'll get my schedule for next week & post it up here or something. hopefully i'll be able to make it to a training in chesapeake as well as the norfolk ones. but if i cant make chesapeake due to my schedule...then i can always call out...*cough*cough* haha.

more later, must continue pondering now....and making mac n cheez. =P~
Omg...i am soooo feeling it this morning. I hope next weeks training is just as rewarding lol :D i like it. Makes me want to work harder next time :)
*casper*

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

and 1 more b/c i just cant stop laughing. XD

for the few that'll appreciate it. :)

who doesnt love chicago this much? / training tonight.

granted, the only part that really fits is chorus. [the whole "you're the inspiration" part.] andddd now every1 knows what i listened to on repeat for however many laps i did around the park today. i'm actually tired after karate. i must start going to the chesapeake meets more often i feel like i actually got a work out. though, i could have strived even harder...so i'm setting a new goal for every training session i attend. that goes for the norfolk studio as well.

anyways...enjoy the vid. :)

this is what miss o sent me. im happy nowww :D ps: you still never cease to amaze me. FWD:Hope u had fun! U always make me proud when u make an effort 4 karate
*mobile post via SMS*

WANT!!!!!


this is a picture of the coolest car in the world. you know you want it. i do.

do you TSO?


iTSO. lol [the things lauren & i find in walmart.] =P

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

a quote.

miss fine: what?
mr. sheffield: oh..well...it's just, before you walked into my life, i never had the need for an emergency transvestite.

ahaha!!! the nanny is amazing. XD

uh oh...

insomnia has set in.

>_< lol i'm ready for tomorrow. :D

today was all around lovely.

jus' sayin' :)

lauren FINALLY got me to cave tonight...

i got ANOTHER new wallet. XD

Monday, July 13, 2009

just FYI :)

i thoroughly enjoyed lunch today. :)

spontaneous get-togethers are always fun. :)
Im off for the days adventures with a smile on my face due to sum lovely texts :D yay for wednesdayyyy! Training with miss o! =D
*mobile post via SMS*

*yawn*

yes, it's nearly 11am, and i'm JUST waking up. haha =P

anywho...more office training today! i pretty much know what i am doing now, so they're just supervising me. I GOT MY KEYS YESTERDAYYY!!! i get to choose my over-ride numbers today & 99% chance they'll start with 444/******. :) so, i'm stoked. gotta use my lucky number tho. :) uhm...what else? chilling with lauren when i get off today. :) should be fun. going to janaf & perusing prices for theater stuff @ CHS. lol...long story, but we need a vacuum. :) 2moro should also be fun :D after work i'm heading over to helen's & we're going to chess night to meet up with tracy, mrs. suhay & a few others where we'll discuss my part in the HHCF, which i'm also stoked about. that ends @ 10 & from there, i'm headed to pick up gaby & we're going to see the midnight viewing of the new Harry Potter movie. :D possibly meeting up with some ppl. so, yay!! ;)

alright, i must close for now...for my stomach is growling & i must satisfy its anger. FEED ME! =P~

Sunday, July 12, 2009

thanks tracy...

i think you and 2 other ppl think a lot alike. and i need to start thinking like you guys. b/c i could SWEAR the msg i was reading was sent by sum1 else. lol.

"When one leaves its brain to wonder they most always find it in a place called deep thought. while this type of thought can some times be helpful, it can cause one to loose sight. there is nothing in this world that should take up the time it takes for deep thinking. one's brain usually has the answer in the first thirty seconds. so relax and find something fun to do in those extra moments that you just freed up. have a good night"

good night every1. :) <3 kel

woohoo!!

Using chess, music, and martial arts to promote unity, strategy, and non-violence. The HHCF

i'm STOKED for chess night on tuesday.
i'm going to further find out my part in the HHCF :D

"We recognize that chess, martial arts and hip-hop unify people from multiple cultural, religious and social backgrounds."

Thanks Mrs. Suhay!! see you tuesday @ 7 =D lol

Saturday, July 11, 2009

"enjoy you're soft pants!"

some customers never cease to amaze me about the things they say to me.
Soooo...ive been in a TSO sorta mood lately...when them tour dates comin out?! ;)
*mobile post via SMS*

funniest prank in history. XD

i spent most of my night with lauren & gaby watching silly vids like this.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

ah, antwerp. :)

i kinda wish...

this thing would let me know when i have comments!! :-P

but i just read both from ppl & i'm happy. lol

i can go to bed tonight smiling...
or this morning rather ;)

& 2moro [or later today] should be funnnnnnnn :D

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

it's kinda sad...every time i see legos, i think of y'all...

but i wouldnt have it any other way. =0) =P =D

legos. :)


LEGO Dart Vader.


LEGO Michael Jackson.



[indeed, these are amazing.] :)

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

oh, and just so you know...

Miss O, YOU ARE BEAST WHEN YOU'RE HITTING A PUNCHING BAG!!!!!!!!!!!

like forrealllll....i was mega scared. lol

=)

timing's a little off...but i still cried like a baby when i saw this.

forever missed.

EVERYONE

[even steven] keeps telling me that age is only a number.

*sigh* it's because of this that i am currently unable to sleep.

uuuggghhh...FML!!!

maybe karate tuesday evening will make everything better....maybe...????? idk.

Monday, July 6, 2009

i should be getting ready to leave...

instead of sitting here blasting Michael Jackson music.

*sigh* i didnt sleep at ALL last night. my eyes are all puffy and red. idk what to do about a few things right now. [refer to my tumblr account.] i just kinda want to push the reset button on my life. lol...FAIL!!!
i got a text from Jettonne on saturday, so hopefully we're going to get together soon. :) <3
and hopefully tomorrow will be a good day. [i miss you...]

Sunday, July 5, 2009

fail.

uugghhh...FAIL. [long rant.]
idk…i’m still utterly confused about everything. but i’m pretty much not going to question anything anymore. just take each day as it comes. lucian hasnt said ANYTHING derogatory to me yet…and we’ve been talking on myspace and texting and everything. he asked me out to lunch today there’s no way i’m getting out of the house except for work. [driving went well this morning tho.] and i mean…i wouldnt go out with him anyway. he’s fuckin almost 10 years older than me. FAIL. my sister, dustan, patrick AND leah all think we should date. but noooo…WHY can’t he be just a BIT younger??? and not drink. i hate that. and y’all ALL know why i hate drinking. ugh…fail…FAIL FAIL FAILLLL. =/

i dont even know what to think about the other two things i’m confused about. =/ i guess just take that day by day too.

as for the one at work, steven says i can shoot for so much better. and he’s right. but *sigh* steven…why do you have to be gay?? haha…tho, i wouldnt have it any other way. <3 u brother. :)

but uggghhh…idk, im still exorbently distraught over everything. school needs to hurry up and start in the fall so i can have something remotely important to concentrate on. [and no, i havent forgotten about reading. i just think too much into other shit that i get pre-occupied with that and brush to the side the fact that i could be doing something worth-while....i FAIL.]

speaking of school…i need to get back up to ODU sometime this week. or next week. just have to renew my parking pass, find out what books i need for next semester and obtain them, as well as get all the proper supplies…but i guess that wont really happen until i have the classes syllabi.

i'm not getting a busch gardens pass this year. i'm doing the responsible thing and putting school before fun. im saving up for books as opposed to going to b/g like crystal and edric keep bugging me about. and i'm very proud of myself for saving my money...it'll pay off in the long run, and it makes me one more small step towards reaching my ultimate goal.

thursday thru wednesday of next week, i’ll be driving a different car. [which is also an antique, but the windows on the passenger side dont roll down, and it’s even MORE of a tank than the nova. so if i plan on going anywhere besides work and karate, i can expect to get complaints from whomever is in the passenger seat. haha.] FAIL! but it’s actually a nice car. [has a radio!] & i took it on the interstate today and felt more confident/comfortable in the new car than the nova. so i might actually be driving that more often since i like it.

annddd idk wtf i did, but i think i hit my nose or something, b/c it hurts really bad and my eyes are tearing up. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

fail...anyways, i dont have to be into work until 4:15…so i think ima take a nap before i jump in the shower.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

the real me. [this is why i luv Sunil.] :)

sunil4502580 (9:30:48 PM): Hey

LOVEisFATE228 (9:31:50 PM): heyy...ur not out??

sunil4502580 (9:31:58 PM): nope

LOVEisFATE228 (9:32:02 PM): same

sunil4502580 (9:32:07 PM): everyone wanted to get wasted

sunil4502580 (9:32:09 PM): no way

LOVEisFATE228 (9:32:13 PM): THANK YOU!!!

LOVEisFATE228 (9:32:27 PM): my sister's trying to get me to come over...fail. i dont do that shit

sunil4502580 (9:32:45 PM): yeah

sunil4502580 (9:32:52 PM): i was cleaning all day today too

sunil4502580 (9:32:56 PM): i was so into it

sunil4502580 (9:33:02 PM): at 6 my friend was talking about food

sunil4502580 (9:33:08 PM): I had forgotten to eat

sunil4502580 (9:33:16 PM): I was so pissed off

LOVEisFATE228 (9:34:56 PM): lol niiice. XD

LOVEisFATE228 (9:35:06 PM): i was working all day too

sunil4502580 (9:35:21 PM): You should've told me

sunil4502580 (9:35:32 PM): I would've stalked your Food Lion

LOVEisFATE228 (9:35:38 PM): lol dork

my facebook status. :)

Kellie - harbor fest was...INTERESTING ;)
11 hours ago · Comment · Like/Unlike

Erin at 1:26am July 4
I love my sister! BoomstickS tomorrow! Its all good about...you know :) im happy if it goes.... Oh! And p.s. If u dont come over tomorrow i will kidnap my own sister! I cant spell...oh well... lol


hahahah...she was sooo wasted when she posted that. XD i love my sister. XD she was talking about dustan & lucian in the comment tho. i get it...ya kinda hadta be there tho. XD

HARBOR FEST!!!

was fuckin awesome!! ;)

went up there & met up with my sister & a few friends. lol...omg DUSTAN! hahaha....way to be inconspicuous about lucian. omg...it was hilarious!! XD long story short, i got his number...thanks to a text from dustan saying "l-moneey numberr is *******" and then he looked at me & was like "they dont call me d-rock for nothin!" omg. ya kinda hadta be there, but i luvv my buddies ;) and like dustan stole my phone and was looking thru it to see if i'd saved the # and he was like "i've known this guy for a long time, he's a really good guy & wont screw u over like other guys...so if you like him, just go stand next to him & we'll leave y'all alone." haha...so of course, he was standing next to my sister & i wedged my way in between them...ANNNDDDD i got my hugs before i left. :D [too bad he's like almost 10 years older than me.........]

okay...bed now. :)

Friday, July 3, 2009

Nammie, it's been two years since you passed away today. I miss you. I love you. I treasure the memories I have of you. Goodnight & God Bless, Nammie. <3

okay, bed forreal now.

1) 天灰灰的
2) 不能说的秘密
3) 周杰伦

Thursday, July 2, 2009

i'll admit...i regret it a little...

*sighs loudly*

anyways...
1) i'm still very worried about mom...and ... yeah.
2) molly's doing a little bit better, still in the hospital though.
3) i'm ready for tomorrow. party @ harbor fest ;) [helen, crystal, heather & michael...and whoever else wants to meet us there.]
4) SOOOO ready to party with my sister. lol :D gaby and i have debauchery calling us that nite. ;) we're probably going to just chill at my sister's place. i'ma introduce her to dustan & lucian and every1. should be fun...cookout! ;) [lucian's the one constantly commenting me on myspace.]
5) i'm really tired. i think ima fall asleep listening to some M.J. =)
6) office work is awesome!
7) g'nite.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

=)

Going for a late nite drive with helen. Trying to get my mind offa stuff...mainly mommie...
*kel*

so...a lot has happened over the weekend...

uhmm...uhmmm...uhmmmm.....




her name's mariah. ;)